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Am I Gwendolyn?

I was checking out Em’s Blog where she has admitted writing a secret blog…

That got me to thinking… I used to have a secret blog – I was Princess Sultana and I used to write about what I really felt about things/people/my relationships etc. But I let it lapse and the reason I think I let it lapse is that I write for people to read. I need the reader-writer relationship to be in place for this to be worthwhile. Even if it is only one reader.

I accept that that means that I’m probably shallow and that sometimes I can’t say what I really want to say (not that I seem to censor very much!!) but that’s me.
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I wonder that I didn’t think of writing a journal and leaving it lying around the house for someone to read… maybe I needed a comments facility… maybe I need more than one reader? Maybe my one reader needs to be someone other than those who I live with. An outsider validating my life by reading my blog. That’s a bit scary. 🙂

Maybe I am Gwendolyn from Oscar Wilde’s The Importance of Being Earnest: “I never travel without my diary. One should always have something sensational to read in the train.”

New Year Resolutions

OMG! I completely forgot about New Year Resolutions!

I just found my old blog which lists what I thought I was going to do last year… so how did I do?

1. Keep a food diary – the only reliable way to control intake.

Hmmm no didn’t do that.

2. Continue exercise program – I’ve been pretty good up to now and don’t want the good work to stop.

Stopped in mid-November…

3. Make sure the pool filter basket is emptied daily.

Nuh…

4. Keep on top of the reticulation.

Kind of…

5. Garden at least once a month.

LOL…

6. Stop putting boring jobs (like proof-reading and organising baby-sitters) til the last minute.

Hmmm nuh…

7. Try not to take things too personally.
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ROFL…

8. Remember to take folic acid to control weepy pms symptoms before I start taking things too personally.

THAT’S NOT FUNNY!

9. Do my tax on time (that means doing last year’s too).

Just done it!

10. Get on top of my savings and credit card accounts!

Next question…

They were obviously all rubbish resolutions so this year – even though it’s March – I’m going to…

1. Return emails efficiently
2. Play bridge once a week
3. Love my children
4. Love my husband
5. Love my job
6. Be better at keeping in contact with friends
7. Blog regularly
8. Say yes
9. Save
10. Explore new opportunities

Fingers crossed!

If a tree falls in a forest…

Last weekend I was asked to chair two sessions at the Words and Ideas Festival – part of PIAF. I’m usually pretty nervous about these things but as you know I love reading so the chance to score a pile of books and be *forced* to read for *work* seemed my kind of heaven.

Originally I was booked to do a session on Biographies – I was a bit disappointed when it was cancelled but in a way relieved because frankly, biography ain’t my thang. It was serendipity (my daughter’s current favourite word). Instead I ended up with crime fiction – how to maintain the suspense and young adult fiction. How lucky am I? I love crime fiction and I have two small people who are just getting into YA fiction. Bliss.

We had a bit of email correspondence between the panellists pre-conference which was helpful in working out how to run the sessions. My philosophy about the Words and Ideas conference is that there needs to be interaction between the authors on stage and the audience because the “art” of writing is the harmonic that is created when the work is read.

It’s the same with the visual arts – which is usually presented without explanation for the viewer to interpret. The reader takes the words – and interprets them from their own frame of reference, set of assumptions and life experience.

The joy for me in talking with authors is to discover whether my interpretation matches theirs to some degree.

Sometimes you notice how beautifully the words are written on the page – ‘good writing’ – but for me the best writing is when I don’t notice the construction of a sentence. Although having said that I do love it when a writer employs a particularly fine phrase.

For example, I’m reading Zoe Heller’s book Notes on a Scandal at the moment and she described the teachers in the staff room as slumping “slack shouldered” – what a great descriptive phrase.
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The books I got to read for the Crime Writer’s forum were ‘The Resurrectionist’ by James Bradley – a grisly tale of a young anatomist at the turn of the last century, Michael White’s ‘Equinox’ – which links Newton with a modern murder – very gross scenes – and Louise Welsh’s book ‘The Bullet Trick’ – the tale of a flawed conjurer.

Of the three I enjoyed – and perhaps that’s not the right word – The Resurrectionist best. The writing was superior IMHO and even though the subject matter was challenging :). The thing with good writing is that you feel good that you’ve read it – does that make sense? You might have enjoyed Dan Brown’s Da Vinci Code, but you don’t get that literary high of reading really good writing from it… or at least that’s how I felt.

Equinox was the easist to read – but not challenging – and I found the premise a bit far fetched. The Bullet Trick was the least engaging for me, but not hard to read, just hard to keep reading.

In the Young Adult section I had Garry Disher, Kate McCaffrey and Julia Lawrinson. Of these I found Kate’s and Garry’s books the most engaging – Garry is the more literary of the two I suppose but Kate’s issue of Cyberbullying was on the money. Julia’s book Bye Beautiful I didn’t get into as much but I do like some of her other books and in fact bought one of her younger novels for my girl. We had a lively discussion and the audience were great.

Of both sessions the most interesting point for me was when we started discussing whether or not people write to be read. My feeling is that they must. As I do I suppose with this blog. Would I write all this down if I didn’t think you, dear internet, might read it or at least skim it and perhaps add your two cents worth at the end? No I would not. I’m honest enough to realise that to have even just an audience of one makes it worth my while to spend a few minutes blogging every day. Sure, in the end there are benefits for me. My writing improves glacially, and I have a record of the last four years of my life.

But in the end – it’s all about you – the reader. For if you don’t read it – or if the possibility doesn’t exist for you to read it – does it make a sound?

My Salad Days

Isn’t that how you’re supposed to describe your youth? Last night I went back to Uni to catch up with the Class of 88. It was a great reunion. Casual, relaxed, friendly.  A great number came over from the Eastern States and up from the country and it was lovely to see what toll the years had taken.

Overall I thought we scrubbed up quite well.

Ag Reunion 

Ag Reunion

More photos…

It was weird to see all those boys who, apart from one or two, were all single while we were at Uni, so staid and married.  Talking fondly about small human units.  It was sweet… just unexpected.  Although I don’t know why I didn’t expect it.

It didn’t stop us kicking on into the wee small hours which I thought was a pretty good effort – especially since I had woken at 5.30am to get down to the (non) start of the the Cottesloe to Rottnest Swim.  Even though the conditions were grim there was still a huge contingent at the beach, standing around in the semi dark like some huge festival event.

While many frustrated competitors may have been angry and disappointed (read the forums on the Rotto Swim Website), it really was the only decision the organisers could take. And it must be said that there were one or two smiling with relief.

Conditions at Cottesloe

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A different view of the table

I’ve put my name forward to be a BBO operator at the ANC championships in July. That is – if selected – I’m going to learn how to be a Bridge Base Online operator and then will assist in putting the final stages of the Australian National Championships online during the Finals in Fremantle.

I figure this is one way to see the best players in Australia in action and get one of the best seats in the house… or at least a fairly close seat!
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It should be a great event. I’m hoping to play in one of the side events but I’m sure I’ll be free to help out during the finals… 🙂

Oh Lord it’s hard not to be cynical..

Me in my new tank topIn the meantime – I’m getting a first life.

Yes I actually bought the tee-shirt.  The ultimate geeky anti-geek statement.  I only wish I’d received it in time to wear to my friend C’s 40th – he who claims I’m a closet geek – it would have been fun.  In fact the party was fun anyway despite my skipper status.

We went to the Brisbane Hotel which has transformed itself into a trendy Subi Hotel style eatery/pub.  Very impressive.

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And we sat down and worked out how to play Power Grid – a new game my sister sent from the states.  It’s brilliant.  Really complicated to work out but so realistic and fun to play.  We love it.

And finally – Happy Birthday Mike!

End of the week

It’s been a long and not very satisfying week for me at work.  I’ve been second guessing myself and generally not enjoying the role.  At the same time I’ve done some good work.  I don’t know.  I feel confused.  And not at all sure as to what I want to do in the future.

Throughout it all Groover has been really supportive – saying things like – if you want to quit – we can cope.  Which is good, helps me feel less trapped.

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Moving on…

Dreams

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It left me feeling unsettled.

Christmas rush

I thought things were supposed to quieten off around Christmas but I’ve just been getting busier and busier.

Still only a few more sleeps before we can relax and for me that means two weeks dahn sath dahling chilling out on the decking with a glass or two of chardy… or maybe sav blanc. Wet and in a glass anyway.

This year I’m taking our coffee machine.

The question is – can I fit in time for a game of bridge? Must get the kids lessons as really, apart from slave labour – what are kids for? Making up a four at bridge is the least they could do.

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I’m really enjoying playing at the moment – apart from the cards themselves which don’t seem to go our way all that often – the social aspect is great, often staying past midnight waffling about what could have been if only I’d not led that diamond. Drinking wine and eating cheese… if only work didn’t interfere quite so much.

Snapped

Yes heeellloooo daaaahling! Mwah Mwah. Note image (right) from Western Suburbs Weekly. One could be cynical and say that it took a blonde wig to get into the social pages or simply be honest and say that lets face it – I rarely go out.

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In fact I think it was the wig – it kind of stands out in a crowd and considerably adds to your height.

Far from being the wallflower as per, this one night I was photographed 3 times although once the Slimes realise that both the Worst and the WSW have published my tresses, they may choose not to run it.

And now I have something in common with my gorgeous daughter. We are both blondes!